Where I been how I got here

Well i can start off by saying im a Air force brat and was born in Japan at the age of 2 i had my first drink my dad left it on the table and i drank some without him knowing he may have foundout late that day.anyways we moved back and forth until we got to Homestead Air Force Base, here is were im life started i was a quite big boy because everyone talked about my weight all throw elm. until jr high i had friends but keep things to myself at the age of 8 i was put in a spot i walked in on my dad beating my mom it was going on for a while and no one knew until i walked in i jumped on his back and started kicking and punching he threw me across the room but he never touched her again, around 10 i was brought to my neighbors house were the olds son and hes friend made me do thing to them that was not right for a young boy i was raped,but i havent told that to no one except my friend Andrica and that was this year,at the age of 13 i was shown by the devil so guy sex with two different boys that went on four a year while i was messing with girls also so you see i started early but God keep me my mom keep me in church,when i got into High school i founded some new friends who showed me new things more sex with girls only but guys were on my mind and smoking can cig. weed, and power drinking pills asset partys clubes but threw it all God keep me well at the age of 20 i had slowed down but got into gangs was shot at almost stabed then at the age of 22 i went to church on base i like the gospel servie i joined the chour and stayed for a while an stopped going at this time i was working for Discount Auto Parts traveling around still drinking and partyin but going to a church Bethel in Richmond Highs lost the job but keep going to church got sick with asmtha,and my spirtual father Calors Malone called me to wall with him seen alot meet a alot of people i was being thought the word and God gave me many gifts i was slapped down last month with my lungs the body was shouting down but God but is hands on me and i got out of the bed in a week and here i am now. this was the short story i pray that it will help someone, just know trust in God no matter what you see are hear He always there and He Loves You.......Curtis