The Father's Daughter

My beginning on this earth was not a good one. To make a long story short, After my birth, my brain was attacked by a virus that caused me to be what Dr's called unproductive. My family were encouraged by Dr's to place me in a mental facility because I would never be able to see, walk, bear children nor be a productive person in society.

My Grandmother would have no parts of that so she took me from the hospital and raised me as her baby. Under her loving care I began to talk at age 2, walk at age 4 and the go to school at age 5. She took me back and forth to the hospital each time I became ill, prayed for me and taught me about the Lord in the best way she could. She layed the foundation for me to know the Lord.

I was abused and raped repeatedly from age 4 till age 15. Tried to escape by drinking. Tried to find someone to love me by being promiscuous. Feeling all alone tried to commit suicide. The good part was that I had loved ones that prayed for me constantly. It wasn't until age 26 after a near fatal accident that grace manifested itself to me. Through all the sins committed by me and to me, God gave me grace, a grace I can’t imagine nor put into words. Coming out of a comma, no one thought I’d pull through, God spoke to me the following words; Sin’s power is broken! Romans 3:22-24 … “even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference: for all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus: ”

I placed myself in an awkard place/ position in my youth. The situation determined if I lived or died that very day. In fear and trembling, I promised God if "You let me live til I’m fifty, I won’t ever do this again."
Well, as you can see, I’m still here and I learned from my mistake. Then I had other situations (self placed mind you) I called myself bargaining with God. I had no knowledge of what I was doing nor taught any better. I thank God for His Patience and Grace. He had plans for me before my birth noman could have forseen except my loving grandmother, Because of her Faith in God, I was given a new begining.

I am Daughter of the Most High, Blessed and Highly Favored! And through His Grace, I am the Father's Daughter!

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Comment by PROPHETESS CAROL on October 18, 2009 at 10:48am: You don't know how much having your approval from you in the Lord means to me....you actually made me cry.

Comment by Daughter Of The Most High / Faye on October 16, 2009 at 1:24pm: Dear Carol~A song~ Of praise,
thank you for your kind comments. I've been watching you and you are remarkable in your service for the Lord.

Comment by PROPHETESS CAROL on October 16, 2009 at 11:03am: Brittany
That having more to share thing can be hard...Faith....i am so glad that you are here and that God has kept you because i have found you to be one of the most loving and understanding people here on the site....thank you for allowing God to use you for his glory!

Comment by bR¡Tt@N¥ ✿ pUr¡t¥ ✿ m¡LL€R on October 11, 2009 at 10:32pm: OKAY SO FINALLY GOT AROUND TO READING THIS GLAD I DID....I WAS JUST READING SOME ONE ELSES TESTIMONY TODAY SIMILAR IN THE ABUSE SITUATION....NO WONDER YOUR SUCH A GREATTT WOMAN OF GOD, ALL YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH HAS BUILD YOU UP TO BE THAT AWESOME WOMAN OF GOD. OUR FATHERS UNFAILING LOVE GRACE ND MERCY ENDURTH FOREVER, EVEN WHEN YOU WAS BARGAINING WITH GOD LOL HE STILL LOVED, GLAD HE CARED FOR YOU OR ELSE I WOULD OF NEVER MEET YA!!! HE CARED ENOUGH FOR YOU NOT ONLY TO CREATE YOU BUT TO HELP YOU GET THROUGH THOSE TIMES AS A YOUNG CHILD ALL THE ABUSE...YOU MOST CERTAINLY HAV BEEN UNDER ATTACK SINCE BIRTH, BUT YOU HAVE ALSO BEEN UNDER HIS GRACE. HE KNEW WHAT AND HOW MUCH YOU COULD HANDLE, HE WOULD NEVER PLACE MORE ON US THEN WE CAN HANLE...HIS PLANS ARE TO DO US GOOD AND NOT EVIL AMEN!?!?! [YOU SHOULD READ MS CAROL TESTIMONY AKA MY MOMMA DOLL]
I PRAISE GOD FOR YA MRS FAYE FAYE

PS. I FEEL YOU HAVE MORE TO SHARE....OUR EARS AND HEART ARE OPEN!!!

Comment by Daughter Of The Most High / Faye on February 21, 2009 at 11:41pm: Thank you Brother, I was reading you testimony and had tears in my eyes. I relate to painful childhoods I read. I also relate to Gods' Amazing Grace, Our Father is so marvelous, generous and patient with His unruly children. I thank Him for his unconditional Love. May Gods' Blessings abound within you.

Comment by William Hunsucker on February 21, 2009 at 11:32pm: Isn't the Lord great, how I marvel at our testimonies and Gods grace, sin is sin in the eye's of God. We all come from that sinful nature , after being shredded, he picks up the pieces and shows us the love of his spirit and washing of the blood. Thank you sister and May God Bless You

Comment by Daughter Of The Most High / Faye on February 18, 2009 at 11:22pm: Thank you Debbie, Yes God has allowed me several life experiances as tool to glorify Him. I only speak of what I know and that's what give me the insight of how great the love of God is.

Comment by Debbie_LIBAW on February 18, 2009 at 10:06pm: Absolutely amazing testimony! You will be able to minister to people in a very unique way : ).

Comment by Daughter Of The Most High / Faye on February 18, 2009 at 5:17pm: Thank you Dear Beloved ! I have found God's purpose for me all along was for me to be a living example even in diverse conditions. God's powers are so awsome and Great is His Glory. I want to serve Him and be the best servant I can be, because there are others that need someone or something they can see, touch and feel or talk to. Jesus did the hard part when He died on the cross for all our sins. The least I can do is express the Love He has give me though out my life. I thank all my Sisters and Brothers on this site because we all share a walk that can help someone else. My prayers are, for this site and all it's members to stay strong in the Lord and do his will. We are all Bless and Highly favored of our Lord!

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