Pray for me..........I have a big problem

Yes I'm single, but I'm emotionally taken, my story is so different with twists and turns. I was going to marry Ms Vicki, it's off now and let me explain how and why. I worked for Vicki and Dean at one time and we all became good friends, then we went different directions and didn't hear from them for years, well I get word that Vicki has brain cancer (a tumor ) and they had to cut away 1/4 of her brain. I was a medic in the Air Force, working orthopedics and neurology, we never back then had any great success with operations on the brain. So I expected the worse and became shocked that not only did she beat it , she is a miracle person, she had a 1 in 10 chance to live and she's alive. Well we all started to be close again, they where surprised that I was going to Church and had found the Lord, not their thing but was happy for me since I was raising 2 boys by myself, Vicki had a friend she knew who was a daughter of a well respected minister in our area and introduced us, we got married , short story she almost went to jail for child molestation and we where divorced real quick, at this same time Dean decides to divorce Vicki, so it was because neither of us trusted people, we drew close together and sorry to say , but yes I sinned with her, the Lord rebuked me and I washed it in the blood, so telling her, until we got married that would never happen again. So we where making plans and started to work towards that goal ( amen ) She is the best women I have ever met we never argued, she always laughing and enjoying life, THANK YOU LORD YOUR BLESSING US. Then comes the day she got the news, she was diagnosed with beginning stages of Alzheimer's, so put it all on hold , I told her I would be there for her and I won't leave her alone, she's scared and I'm too. I notice little things, she has a temper now, sometimes it's like talking to a little child explain simple things, that's out of her ordinary routine , mind you as long as she stays doing her routine of working her small shop and going home, you wouldn't know anythings wrong. She has a great sister and brother in law, sometimes I think they wonder if I'm a little over stating what I notice, but that's OK , as long as we all do our part. I sometimes get aggravated at this new Ms Vicki and My oldest son has to remind me what where up against, not her but this disease and of course Satan. Folks that's why I'm requesting Prayer for us, HER first and then me, I don't know if I'm strong enough to see her through this, I'm weak and selfish, hard and always let those I love down ( read my other post and testimony ) Lord knows I want to do the right thing and she needs to have someone stick by her and she doesn't want to hear about Jesus now or church ( might be bitterness now ). Now more as I write this tonight , she called after having a attack of some kind at work today, hands tingling and couldn't speak , passed shortly, I told her to call her doctor or her sister ( she's a paramedic ) and get some help..........she did and she's in the Hospital for a over night stay. Pray for us.

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Comment by Amy Poindexter on October 18, 2011 at 12:37pm: Hi William as I have read this read this it has me sad to know that ppl goes thru this and we will never understand why things has to happen to good ppl . I will also lift Ms Vicki in my prayers !

Comment by Linda Kuhn on April 23, 2009 at 11:16am: HELLO WILLIAM, THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY PAGE AND ASKING ME TO COME TO PRAY WITH YOU. I CERTAINLY HAVE AND WILL DO THAT. I DO UNDERSTAND ABOUT YOUR VICKI'S DREADED DISEASE. I WAS A NURSE FOR THIRTY YEARS AND WORKED IN A 150 BED NURSING HOME THE LAST FIFTEEN YEARS. I HAVE CARED FOR MANY PATIENTS WITH THE BIG 'A' AS WE CALLED IT WHERE I WORKED. YOU ARE RIGHT THAT THIS WILL BE A LONG ROAD FOR YOU AND VICKI, BUT THE ONLY WAY TO MAKE IT IS TO HOLD JESUS'S HAND ONE DAY AT A TIME. TRY TO REMEMBER THE LOVELY LADY SHE WAS BEFORE AT THE SAME TIME REALIZING THAT YOU ARE AN ANGEL OF PURE MERCY FOR HER NOW. MY MOTHER HAD DEMENTIA BEFORE SHE PASSED. I HAVE HAD MANY HURTFUL ISSUES WITH MY DAD, BUT I WATCHED HIM CARE FOR MOTHER ALMOST SELFISHLY REFUSING ANYONE ELSE TO TOUCH OR CARE FOR HER. I GUESS THE HARDEST THING THROUGH MY MOTHER'S ILNESS WAS THAT SHE BLAMED ME FOR MY DAD'S MOLESTING ME WHEN I WAS A CHILD. THE LAST THING SHE EVER SAID TO ME WAS YOU RUINED MY LIFE. OF COURSE I DID NOT DO THAT BUT SHE THOUGHT I DID. PERHAPS WHEN I GET TO HEAVEN SHE AND I CAN RENEW OUR CLOSE MOTHER AND DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP WE ONCE HAD. I DO UNDERSTAND YOUR FRUSTRATION, BUT JUST KEEP HOLDING THAT POWERFUL HAND AND LET HIM SUPPORT YOU. YOU ARE BUILDING YOUR WONDERFUL JEWELED CROWN IN HEAVEN EVERY TIME YOU SHOW HER LOVE ,HELP, AND KINDNESS. TALK TO JESUS AS YOU WOULD YOUR BEST FRIEND, HE LISTENS VERY WELL. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO READ MY FULL TESTIMONY, GO TO NDE SPACE.COM I HAVE A PAGE THERE DESCRIBING MY TRIP TO HEAVEN WHEN I SUFFERED CARDIAC ARREST. HOLD THE FAITH AND WE AS A GROUP CAN HELP BY SUPPORTING AND PRAYING FOR YOU. I AM VERY BUSY MOST OF THE TIME, BUT I DO COME IN WHEN I HAVE TIME. I LOVE EVERYONE HERE AND I AM SOOOOO GLAD YOU FOUND THIS SUPPORTIVE GROUP TO HELP YOU PRAY THROUGH THIS. LOVE YA NOW, LINDA

Comment by Kathy on March 1, 2009 at 9:50pm: Hi William, I am praying for you and Vicki; I am on the prayer team at church and will raise you both up their too! God bless both of you! I took care of my X-mother-in-law with Alzeimers and even took a few classes too. God LOVES you both unconditionally!
LOGH= Lots of God Hugs
Kathy

Comment by Lori on February 26, 2009 at 10:11pm: Add me to your list of prayer warriors, too. :-)

Comment by edith on February 26, 2009 at 7:53pm: im praying for you and vicki ... god knows and he cares..weeping may endure for the night but joy! comes in the morning god bless you keep the faith

Comment by Mike Sparrow on February 26, 2009 at 5:23pm: I'll also be praying,And those who dont want to hear about Jesus, We'll just have to keep praying for,It was the prayers of my wife that were responsible for the lord speaking to me. love and blessings to all of you.

Comment by Debbie_LIBAW on February 26, 2009 at 8:13am: Jeremiah 17:7-8
But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,
whose confidence is in him.
He will be like a tree planted by the water
that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
and never fails to bear fruit."

When I read your post it reminded me of this verse. I'm so glad that you know the Lord is with you and taking care of you and Vicki!

Comment by William Hunsucker on February 26, 2009 at 7:51am: Yes, Ms Vicki had a mini stroke and is back Home today, thank you all and still keep us in your prayers it will be a long road. Thank you Lord and to you, who that have problems, go to God he has unending grace to give in our times of troubles and we have to stand by our Lord, we are his soldier's , with his armor on and he will be glorified in all things. We decided to follow the Lord threw good and bad, threw thick and thin, threw life and death. Will my family be hurt and miss us, yes, but in the old hymn " will the circle be unbroken bye and bye Lord bye and bye, there's better home awaiting in the sky, Lord in the sky " I expect them to know it well and put on that armor so the circle won't be unbroken.

Comment by Daughter Of The Most High / Faye on February 25, 2009 at 11:15pm: Dearest William, My prayera as well as others are with you and Miss Vicki. Did you know that your name and her name have value and meaning! Your name of German origin mean, desire to protect and her name of English origin a diminutive of Victoria mean, victory. There's something God put in names to guide you. Just a bit of info you might already know.
I've had both of my grandmothers Dx with a Alzheimer's. one now pass on to glory. the other still with us . She has some of the same symtoms as Miss Vickie. We all take turns caring for her. Its not easy when a loved one can't remember you or call you someone else. The hardest part is not being acknowledged at all. I can deal with the anger and accusation of someone trying to take her things. So I have a feeling what your going through, but you must remember that God is in control. Put it in His hands and don't take it out. We have a habit of saying we put our cares in His hands then turn aruond and take it right back. Lean and depend on our only true source of comfort. My prayer is for you desire to protect her and her victory come from the Lord so you both may overcome. Stay strong ! All my love and a bear Hug. = -) Faye