MY GRANDBABY.

MY CONNOR IS UP IN JERSEY WITH HIS MOM AND HER FAMILY. THEY ARE MOVING BACK UP THERE. I'M STAYING HERE IN MARYLAND. THEY HAVE ONLY BEEN THERE FOR 2 WEEKS OR SO VISITING AND ME AND CONNOR MISS EACH OTHER. HE'S HAVING DREAMS OF ME LEAVING HIM AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS HOLD HIM AND SMELL HIM. AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING BY STAYING HERE ? THE LORD HAS GIVING ME A NEW START HERE , SHOULD I TAKE IT ? I WANT TO BE OBEDIENT , BUT I LOVE MY GRANDBABY . I THOUGHT HE WAS MY 2ND CHANCE TO LIFE.