Another wonderful day

Well yesterday i had orientation at one of the job opertunities that i have. I also had my interview for my other job that i may choice from. While i was at my job my mom went to go see what she can find about me a place to stay and places that have openings so that we can find a place to live. btw Thank you mom (i don't remember if i told you). I needed to find a place to put up a tent so that my boys and i can stay the night some place. We are able to stay with my mom during the day but not at night. One place had places for rent and also i can put my tent up there if i need. I also talked to one of my sisters friends mom and asked her if i can put a tent in her yard and we only stay there at night. She said yes that is ok but she is worried about us staying out side because it does stay warm outside. I told her that we will be ok and we will make it. Tonight is the night we start staying in a tent. According to my mom's lease we can only stay 3 consecutive nights so last night was the last night. We stay away on night then we can come back but we are only aloud 15 days of staying with her the entire year. I am calling a guy today about the place that has RV's for rent and the place to put my tent up. I would like to rent one of the RV's it is cheap and it will have just what we need to get buy. (atm we don't need anything extra just what it takes to get by day to day. Since the place is so cheap with all utilities paid i can work on saving money so that i can get a car or get my car back (i think i really just want to get a new one. start over fresh and it will be just mine) Also along with saving for a car i will also be saving and looking for a place that we can move when god is ready for us to get a better place.

I was thinking about if i wanted to live in the RV's because idk if i can get my cable, net and phone hooked up out there and i was thinking first that if i can't have it out there then i don't want to move out there. Right after i said it out lound something told me that i don't need that where i live right now i just need a place to stay that has a roof running water and elevtiricity. God was telling me that this is the place for me and that no matter if i can have that stuff or not it doesn't matter the place to live is what is important.

Lastnight i got a call from the job that i had the interview for yesterday (the one that i really wanted) telling me that i got the job and that orientation starts on tuesday. YAY i am so happy this job is great. it is a factory making mattresses for SERTA i will work Mon - Thurs 10 hr days 3:30 pm - 2 am it will be better because i work the same every week and i will have 3 days off with my boys and mornings.

Today when i meet with the guy about the RV's i will make sure to have many questions for him and what ever happens, happens because that is what God has planned for me.

Today is another wonderful day and i can't wait to see what God has planned for us today. What ever happens i know that its what God wants and i will follow with no problem


Also i have been having a problem with my oldest son for the past 1 1/2 years with him being angry all the time and taking it out on everyone. I do believe that was his way of dealing with the stress that ws in our house and that we didn't have god in our lifes and hearts. Since we have been staying with my mom she has been working with all of us to help us put god in our hearts and teach us that He knows what is right for us even if we don't think so at the time. I will say that me working on myself is getting better but then again i have to work on how i treat Jack (i am still learning) it is not easy is to so easy to slip back into the old way TG my mom is here to help work on teaching Jack and myself and work with us so that we can live a much better life. I am no where near ready to being fixed. Jack is doing a great job. I slip back into my old ways of dealing with him and to see the look on his face like why mommy are you doing that just about kills me. That is when i say i am sorry and give big hugs and pray to god to help me. I also ask Jack to forgive me andi tell him that i love him very much. My mom teaching me is helping, but Jack is actually the one making sure that i am doing what i need to do.
Also when my mom hears or see's me doing something that is not Godly then she points it out to me so that i can work on changing it. She is a wonderful teacher and i am glad God chose her to teach so many people about his loving ways.
Thanks to God and my wonderful mom we will soon be a great Godly family that works well together. No more yelling and screaming fits. And everyone will listen to each other.