I have prayed that God will help me to find the strength to not fear the changes that fall before me. To help guide me to a better life filled with people more like who I want to be and less like who I was. People who will accept me and the changes I wil make and not shun me for it. To help me make friends that will guide me and strengthen my relationship with God in ways I never knew before. To help me be less intimidated by the church and it's people.
What I have discovered is that if you pray with your soul, not just you mouth, that God answers those prayers and feels the needs that weigh heavy on ones heart. He heard my cry and my desperation and gently took my hand is guiding me to where I need to be. To places that will help me grow and to people who will help me on my path to find God.
I will not pretend that it will be easier this time that it has been other times, but this time I am stronger. I am still intimidated by it all because there is so much to learn, more than I can really ever learn in lifetime because it is a lifetime of learning. He never stops teaching us. Just when we feel we understand we learn something new all together.
Coming to this site I never could have imagined what I find here. I have not been on here even 24 hours and I already have an overwhelming response of prayers and encouragement. So many people who do not even know me shower me with their love and acceptance. So much so that it has stirred an emotional response within, one of great joy and even love for people that I have never even met.
I suppose that I wrote this blog to say thank you. Thank you Lord for hearing my prayer and loving me despite all my downfalls and imperfections. For being there for me when I turned away from you and needed you most. For guiding me and leading me into a better life. And a thank you to all the people who have welcomed me with open arms. Thank you for making me feel so welcome and accepted.
Thank you
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